My grand unifying theory
Of everything
Is everything
But that
Doesn’t stop me
Pursuing enigmas
Saying to myself
It’s probably already
Out there
In some form of overlooked
Manifesto for living
That in any case
Bears cultural hallmarks
Exempting it from status
Universal necessary
That in any case
Out-endures history books
Rewritten to update
Antiquated ideas
Of who killed who
Sitting in Tavistock Square
Deciding whether it is
The correct measure
To be making decisions
On how to handle
This situation
Yet at the same time
Feeling the threat
Of missing opportunity
Because of deem-acting
The syndrome of change
Must occur
What we seek
Has been found
As expected
As usual
In the form
We try to escape
Free people
Float out
Resist returning
Only confirming
And instilling
The reoccurrence
Saddening in thought
Deep and familiar
In impact, yet
Circumstances remain
Leaving purity
And shared knowledge.
The question begs
Why perform an action
Not conducive to motion
In the direction
Of your desires
My will is sleeping
It too needs to rest
Only now occurring
Is the thought
That I’m being bluffed
It’s fatigue
When I need catharsis
Instead I change seats
Unaware of the facts
Random stochastic acts
My internal logic
Is wired backwards
Approaching chaos
Then I hear the voice
Of the ex waitress
Choosing another seat
Her words having been elsewhere
Navigating a torturous route
My senses tell me
What was that?
You want to sit with me?
You’re new here?
There is no communication
I get lost in thought
Trying to pinpoint her accent
If time can no longer be spent
What is left to do right now
Whilst contemplating the future?
Accordingly it stops approaching
Until I’ve sorted out my life
And spent all my hard-earned money.
Turning around at this juncture
Opens more questions than it closes
The past can fend for itself.
Instead I cleanse myself of resentment
And pay hommage to its acts
Having kept me burning bridges.
From here then, I’m frozen in time
Until I’ve sorted out my life
And spent all my hard-earned space.
Soft tissue
Interconnecting nodes
Activation levels
Electrical chemistry
Amalgamating matter
Based on repetition
Based on imprinting
Frequency conditioning
Intensity defining
Can I learn my way
Out of this box?
Inside it’s complicated
Less capable than capacity
Insufficient to grasp itself
More responsible than I have to be
Less deserving of redemption
Yet hot in its pursuit
More to show for it maybe
But why make responsible
An organ so open to influence
A shot of drugs
A hit of alcohol
I meditate deeply
Falling inescapably
villemél 
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